A Marshallese government representative highlighted this fear when he suggested that exposed Marshallese had a chronic terror that every disease, every cough, every sneeze, might be linked to their radiation exposure: “Each person who has been exposed asks himself: ‘Will I be well tomorrow? Will my children be normal?’ And when he becomes ill he asks himself, ‘Is this an ordinary illness, or has the ghost of the bomb come to claim me now – even years after?”
This “ghost of the bomb” refers not only to illness, or fear of illness, but also to how the Marshallese exposure controversy represents the legacy of Cold War science and atomic politics. The greatest legacy of this exposure, in fact, was not physical but existential. The way the Marshallese saw, and thought about, their lives and their futures, was irrevocably impacted by their fallout exposure. They lived their lives with constant anxiety about their health: “Will I be well tomorrow?”